My room
This late afternoon the sunlight was brightly pouring into my room and so I decided it’s time to show it to you. I know YX all 3 long lunchers and sis want to see it 
Now back home in Malaysia I found a photo of this beautiful room online . I loved the interior design so much I took it to the photo shop to have it printed and brought it to Australia. Funnily, I forgotten all about it while I was setting up my bedroom and sometime later I took this photo out and realized my fully furnished room turned out just like the one in the photo!
Looong hiatus!
I can’t believe I’ve been in Aus for almost two months now! Busy busy busy no time to bother with the blog.
Overall I’ve settled down living here, I think. Eating sooo little these days ’cause busy and no time to cook. In terms of basic living stuff like taking buses, traveling around the city, cleaning, cooking… I guess I can handle them alright. But the uni life, I’m not so settled yet! Lack of friends when pretty much everyone around me in class is either an ang moh guy or mainland chinese guy. I did meet a really kind Malaysian girl from PJ!!! Yay!!! We have been helping each other out a lot and I do hope we can continue to do so for the rest of the semester. I know we won’t be taking same classes forever because she’s doing telecomm. eng. so I guess I still need to meet new people. No one talks to me in class… why is that??!! The reason why I don’t talk to them is not only because I’m new and shy but they are always in groups, always in on-going conversations! I just wished someone would notice that I do not have friends in class and be kind enough to say hi to me. I don’t mean to be hypocritical or be all ‘you should be the one talking to me not the other way around’ but don’t people normally start conversations with a new person? especially when that newbie is feeling all out of place and unloved?? LOLLLL… That’s what I did when we had a new girl in class. I talked to her. Ah this is making uni even more difficult! I did try to talk to people, especially using the opportunity when I didn’t know to do my prac. But after helping me and having brief ‘get-to-know’s, it’s like once they leave that’s it, they don’t smile or acknowledge you anymore… I wonder if that is my fault??
Uni studies still need a lot of getting used to. Right now I’m just trying to get things done one at a time and learning from mistake after mistake. It’s so difficult but things have been getting easier or at least more comfortable as I practise more, whether it’s tutorials, assignments or pracs. I know by the end of the semester I would have improved SOOO much. I would be settled into uni studies by then. Until that time though, I really have to work so hard just to keep up with the current and year 1 stuff.
Oh well, what I did gained from the past few experiences in doing tuts, asg, and pracs was learning to heavily rely on the Lord. Many times I just didn’t know what to do anymore that I would tell Him to bear all my burdens and to take care of me during these times. After all, He brought me here in the first place! And every time I gave myself to Him in all those troubles, I find myself resting in Him and Him helping me through what I had thought was impossible and a sure zero. All these troubles also brought me closer to the sisters in my house, all of whom I really appreciate. And even if so many things go wrong here, I’m still happy that I came here and got to know the sisters and be blended together with them. Living in the sisters’ house is so good! Second to living at home of course =D
Nightly Gathering
I dreamt of Claire Bennet in Heroes. I dreamt I was with my brother and sister watching Heroes together. Then I woke up and stared into the darkness of my hotel room and realized we will never get to watch shows together again. At least not regularly.
I went into the shower and thought about how long we’ve been doing this. And I remembered the photos our dad took of us watching shows. Since before my sister was borne (just my bro and I ) and when my sister was just a baby (that’s the three of us), we’ve been watching shows together (Smurf, Jam, Sesame Street, Power Rangers, Ninja Turtles…).
Then I remembered at 10 we started watching shows like Buffy the Vampire Slayer together. I never understood their jokes then.
At 15, we watched my ‘first’ anime – Trigun. Of course 2008 December during the Doraemon promotion in Queensbay did I only realize that my first anime was Doraemon, not Trigun. But since Trigun we haven’t stopped watching. Cooking Master Boy, Yakitate Japan, Haibane Renmei, Great Teacher Onizuka, Full Metal Panic… They were countless.
At 17, my brother left to UK. My sister and I got busy with senior years in high school, training, college… We didn’t watch much together, other than Peach Girl. I was pretty sad at the time, having left Yakitate Japan half-watched and my brother gone. But those days my sister and I grew closer. I also found Guo Yi.
In 2007, when I was 19, my brother graduated and came back. I was so happy that we could continue Yakitate Japan! That was so much fun. We also watched a lot of new stuff, this time more mysterious scary shows instead of the usual high school romance and crazy comedy (although we watched a few of those too like Nodame, Clannad and Slam Dunk). We also moved into American shows, now that there are so many good ones out there, such as CSI (usually without my sister) and Heroes and House! All those memories! There were so much fun, night after night gathering in my brother’s room at 10 for more shows.
Then this morning I woke up in the dark and realized that things wouldn’t never be that way again. By the time I return in July my brother would be in the two years full time training. After those two years, I’m not sure how the future would be. Maybe one of us would no longer stay with our parents. And hence the gathering can no longer happen. I took those days for granted, never realizing that they were reaching their end. Before I knew it, it ended. And here I am waking up in the morning without them around.
RIP our 11 year nightly gathering…
College keeps coming back to me
I’ve graduated in August yet once again, I have college news to tell here again.
Yesterday I got my first pay!
My ONLY pay.
RM30.00 yeah!!! LOL
For that sandcastle photographer job remember?
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Went to college the other day to settle something with my head-of-school lecturer and he gave this to me. Like woah! The photo my sister took of me and my classmates at one of the college events is on the college’s newsletter. My sister was on the editorial team, writing articles and taking most of the photos. I’m really proud of her. Her photos are professional looking.
Notice the singing girl under the INTI logo. My sister took that shot and whilst everyone whom she showed thought it was boring, the designer of the newsletter thought it was great and used it twice in the newsletter. So she was sooo happy that her fave shot made it.
I remember when I first went to INTI to sign up. At the time I was kinda nervous, not knowing what to expect of my next 2.5 years in this place. I could only hope to get through college as best as I can. I never expected to be what I’ve become, LOL. Geez… Getting straight As for once in my life, being the top of my class, and most unexpectedly, making it onto our course brochure and newsletter cover. And I’m really happy for it. At least I can always remember college as the point in my life where I had the opportunity to do what I’ve never achieve before, to finally get that straight As results that I was never able to do before because of the Malay/Chinese language (whichever that would give me a B).
So now in two months I will be going to university. And here I am worrying about how I will survive there in a whole new environment. Will I fail? Be average? Stand out? Who will I meet? Will they be people I can form long term friendships with or people whom I will only bother with for the next 1.5 year?
And so here I am back at square one, right where I started before college.
Final semester
I’m doing my final semester right now. Only two subjects, 1 final examination paper and 2 projects. I’m trying to get the group project done as soon as possible. Anyway I got a new laptop Vostro1310. Am loving it.
Previous semester I’ve applied for 4 universities.
- University of Adelaide
- University of New South Wales
- University of Queensland
- Australian National University
